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TV Quickfire: Myleene Klass on the importance of speaking about miscarriage ahead of deeply personal documentary

We talk to Myleene Klass about her powerful new documentary exploring miscarriage, in which she shares details of her own four miscarriages...

Undated Handout Photo from Myleene: Miscarriage & Me. Pictured: Myleene Klass. See PA Feature SHOWBIZ TV Quickfire Klass. Picture credit should read: PA Photo/UKTV/Guy Levy. WARNING: This picture must only be used to accompany PA Feature SHOWBIZ TV Quickfire Klass.

WHY DID YOU SAY YES TO THIS DOCUMENTARY?

I kept saying, 'I can't do this' - but that's why you do have to do something, because you are so scared of it. I just thought, 'If you do this, you have to be as honest as possible. You have to tell the truth'. I want this to outlive me - and it will. I want my daughters to watch this, and their friends, and have conversations.

THERE'S A SCENE WHERE YOU DISCUSS YOUR MISCARRIAGES WITH YOUR DAUGHTERS. WHY DID YOU DECIDE TO INCLUDE THAT?

I wanted to show you're not reckless bringing your children into these conversations. My girls are learning if you have sex, you get a baby; that's not how it works at all. We are misinforming our children. Ava went into school when they had the lesson about babies, and it ended up being a conversation about miscarriage. Her friends shared how it had happened to their mums or aunties; that is groundbreaking. They feel part of something. You are empowering them.

ONE OF THE MOST EMOTIONAL MOMENTS IN THE FILM IS WHEN WE SEE YOU READING YOUR DIARIES...

If you've been through miscarriage, you'll know you have to write down the date it happened, the date that you conceived. You write down all this information; it becomes the most awful diary of dates. And it doesn't stop there. Those dates don't stop turning, whether you physically write the diary, or the diary is just in your head, or you just think, 'I wonder what they'd be doing. I wonder who they'd be'.

HOW DID IT FEEL TO FILM TALKING SO FRANKLY ABOUT YOUR MISCARRIAGES WITH SIM FOR THE FIRST TIME?

This is very, very, very personal, and very vulnerable, and I think you cannot take for granted how much bravery you need to be able to speak like this. I'm sure there will be judgment on my relationship, but we weren't avoiding each other. You dance around each other, trying to protect each other with your love, rather than trying to trigger something. When he says, 'I was thinking about it all the time', I was definitely thinking about it all the time. At the same time, what would you do, both sit in the kitchen thinking about it all the time? Normal life does resume, and that's what's so beautiful about it, and so cruel about it.

WHAT DO YOU HOPE VIEWERS TAKE FROM THIS FILM?

It doesn't matter what your background is, it doesn't matter what your job is - this affects everybody. And we are not talking about it. There are many conversations that are happening at the moment, about women's reproductive health and choices and about mental health and what we should be doing with our children's health. But this conversation [about miscarriage] is not going on. And ask yourself why? Because it makes everybody uncomfortable. There's just no way out of it, and maybe that's what it is - it's just uncomfortable. You can't make a death better, but you actually can acknowledge a life.

IS BABY LOSS A TOPIC YOU'RE GOING TO CARRY ON CAMPAIGNING ABOUT?

Yes, very much so. There have been some incredible messages in my DMs. One woman messaged me, and she said, 'I can't tell anyone that I've had a miscarriage'. How awful, but how wonderful, to know that there are other people that can't say the words quite yet, because that was me.

::Myleene: Miscarriage & Me airs on W on Thursday October 14.

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